Today I recieved this message from a Bible web service I have subscribed to;

Spiritually, we can grow dull. It can seem like we are in a
fog. Things are not clear. We do not have a note of victory and
triumph. We can, and must, press through these impediments.

Pray through — until praying is not hard. Pray until you enjoy
it, because you have broken through the things of your flesh
and this world that would hold you back from enjoying daily
fellowship with your Father God.

MATTHEW 26:41 NASB
41 “Keep watching and praying, that you may not enter into
temptation; the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

I felt that in so many way, it spoke of my heart and faith. I haven’t been prayoing for quite a while now, because prayer had become this dull, joyless routine. It felt unreal. So I guess I hid. But the more I hid, the more the darkness (or f0g) grew dense around me and I feel like I have to physically push through it to reach the light of God’s presence…. It is engulfing!